Random late night update
well, a lot of crazy shit going on lately. I doubt ill cover half of it cause my memory sucks. I've kinda been in a rut lately, depression and stuff. Lots of stress, lots of thinking. And feeling really alone too. Thats been a huge problem, mostly steming from other stuff though. Um, right now the biggest problem in my life is drinking. No, i haven
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One of the things that I appreciate most about our friendship is that we're friends despite the fact that I use drugs on occasion. Not many people who used drugs with you are able to say that now. My initial fear was that after you got out of Lifeline, you would never want to have anything to do with me again. I really do feel honored that your still able to accept me as a friend.
That aside, I want to make it clear that I'll do anything to help you out witht his situation. I think it's admirable that you want to become more comfortable with social drinking, because it is a common situation.
On the Sadie issue . . breaking up is hard. However, I know for a fact that you don't just stop loving someone. There is always that residual love for that person, despite not being together. Like, with me and Kim . . sure there may be drama about the breakup, but I can still see why I used to love her. *shrug* I hope that helps. Just know that even if you and Sadie aren't together, it definately doesn't mean that she doesn't love you in some capacity.
Anyways, I digress. *hug*
-Evan
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