Jul 21, 2011 10:25
They finally let me back on the internet. Which is about as close as I get to being outside.
Lovi says it is for my own safety, because I would try and go back to doing something he says was my life two years ago. He says I just forgot the whole space inbetween now and then. I mean, it is pretty hard to believe. Especially since he and his brother are very insistent that I don't leave their big mansion place. I thought maybe I was being kidnapped, but...after talking to Affie (how did he get to the States???) , I am a little less sure about that. Or about what happened to me.
Because if I'm missing two years from my head, something really crazy must have happened, right?
As far as Lovi goes, though, he's been working really hard to help me out. Even though he won't let me leave. Pictures and emails, he even has letters in my handwriting. And a card from Mama. So it's getting to be a little easier to see that I have definitely been here a while. And even though he comes off as a little desperate, I think it's because he really really wants me to remember. I guess he probably really...loves me. His brother has been helping a bit too, but seems sort of like the really strange one. Really loud and talkative one moment, then suddenly quiet and something about pasta before he darts up to his room. I'm not sure I want to know. Otherwise he seems like a sweet kid.
Oh, and Lovi ALWAYS smells like empanada de manzana. I do not know why. It makes me very hungry.
spamano,
oh toni...,
blog,
!wishing,
feliciano