remembering...
So it makes me sad how many things we don't document on here because we are worried about what other ppl will think of what we write. how SAD. really. i have so many important days in my life that i wrote entries on, and never wrote what i was feeling. i just don't know why.
1)the day Jake left for college...i wrote an entry that doesn't say a word about it, but i was devastated and bawling all day.
2)The day after junior year prom when i had gotten to dance w/ Keiffer right there at the end...nothing.
3)all that time i hated Keiffer...nothing but hinting at being upset, when it was overwhelming.
4)the day Keiffer and i first kissed. nope.
5)that day when we went bowling and ended up spending allll day together and you held my hand. :) i remember.
6)November 24th. always. i never wrote down that that day was everything AND a fresh start.
i know i don't write these things down, and i know i don't have much to say anymore b/c i don't write exactly what i do everyday, but i want to know that i documented everything that is important to me.
this is probably a big dumb rambling entry, but hey, its 3:15.
1)the day Jake left for college...i wrote an entry that doesn't say a word about it, but i was devastated and bawling all day.
2)The day after junior year prom when i had gotten to dance w/ Keiffer right there at the end...nothing.
3)all that time i hated Keiffer...nothing but hinting at being upset, when it was overwhelming.
4)the day Keiffer and i first kissed. nope.
5)that day when we went bowling and ended up spending allll day together and you held my hand. :) i remember.
6)November 24th. always. i never wrote down that that day was everything AND a fresh start.
i know i don't write these things down, and i know i don't have much to say anymore b/c i don't write exactly what i do everyday, but i want to know that i documented everything that is important to me.
this is probably a big dumb rambling entry, but hey, its 3:15.