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the days just can't go by fast enough. i am going through some serious brent withdrawal. when i talk to him all i really want is for him to be here right next to me with his arm around me or laying down with my head on his chest. or just stand there holding hands. i want kisses on my forehead again and tickle fights. i want the colbert report on the tv while we fall asleep holding each other really tightly and slowly loosen our grips as we drift off to sleep. i want to race over to his house after work just to take a nap for a few hours before i have to go home and sleep in my bed. i want to go to sam lewis park and feel the wind on our faces and never question if what we have is real. we don't even need to say a word about it because we will both know how the other person feels just from the intensity of that moment. that silent moment.
i want him here. to stay.
i want him here. to stay.