baby this is perfecto.

[tomatoface]

there is this unsettling feeling in my stomach. i can't take it anymore. i just have a very bad feeling. i thought that this time away from brent would help me grow as a person and help me kind of figure out what i want for my life. the only thing that being away from him has done is make me realize how much i depend on him and how much of my happiness derives from him. i've come to realize that he is my best friend and i miss going to sleep next to him everynight and telling him the smallest mundane details of my day. and he would always listen to me talk about my day. he didn't always listen to other things like my future plans that are ridiculous, but he would listen to me talk about how my day was. and i realize that he cares so much. and i've realized that i care so much. and i guess all we have to do is just keep up this caring business. i really hope this feeling in my stomach is just the flu or something.

in other news, i am so proud of my peggy sue. she is becoming a woman! hooray! cheers to peggy and her soul!

missie is becoming a woman too by not smoking... or not smoking as much.

i am proud of my girls.