there's beauty in the breakdown.
ok, so i'm sorry about my last entry. kind of. i am really sick of a lot of things. and they need to change. and so far, they have been.
valentine's day was really really good. brent never ceases to amaze me with his talents and potential husband qualities.
in other news, school is going extremely well. my grades are good. my haircutting abilities are getting stronger. i am getting more and more skilled at color. my clipper cuts are tight. i just need to do more perms/roller sets. and my updos aren't as great as they should be right now. i need to make up some hours at school because i haven't been going as much as i should be. i missed today because i overslept and i am really angry about it because i was going to make up two hours today. grrrrrrr.
anyway.. i am getting my priorities in order and it feels really good. i have been telling myself lately that all i want is to just get married. it's actually really self-destructive for me to even think this way because obviously, i am not ready to get married and neither is brent. i just see all of these people around me getting engaged, married, and pregnant. but honestly, when i think about it.. i want to do soooooo many other things before i commit to something that important. i want to #1- find a church that i can fall in love with. i want to finish school, move into an apartment with my friends, save money, work in a salon, travel/visit other salons (see how they are run/copy some ideas for a salon), maybe own my own salon, travel some more, spend lots and lots and lots of time with my friends, go on some roadtrips just to say i've done it... the list goes on.
and seriously, from this moment on, i am going to put God above everything else. i have not done that in a while and i don't know how i've been getting along without Him. i am going to focus on school... i will stop staying out late so i can get up in time to go to school. and i am going to start saving a lot of my money... yessssssss.
i am a very blessed girl. very very blessed. and i want to thank everyone in my life who has helped me in some way become who i am today.. you know who you are.
love.
valentine's day was really really good. brent never ceases to amaze me with his talents and potential husband qualities.
in other news, school is going extremely well. my grades are good. my haircutting abilities are getting stronger. i am getting more and more skilled at color. my clipper cuts are tight. i just need to do more perms/roller sets. and my updos aren't as great as they should be right now. i need to make up some hours at school because i haven't been going as much as i should be. i missed today because i overslept and i am really angry about it because i was going to make up two hours today. grrrrrrr.
anyway.. i am getting my priorities in order and it feels really good. i have been telling myself lately that all i want is to just get married. it's actually really self-destructive for me to even think this way because obviously, i am not ready to get married and neither is brent. i just see all of these people around me getting engaged, married, and pregnant. but honestly, when i think about it.. i want to do soooooo many other things before i commit to something that important. i want to #1- find a church that i can fall in love with. i want to finish school, move into an apartment with my friends, save money, work in a salon, travel/visit other salons (see how they are run/copy some ideas for a salon), maybe own my own salon, travel some more, spend lots and lots and lots of time with my friends, go on some roadtrips just to say i've done it... the list goes on.
and seriously, from this moment on, i am going to put God above everything else. i have not done that in a while and i don't know how i've been getting along without Him. i am going to focus on school... i will stop staying out late so i can get up in time to go to school. and i am going to start saving a lot of my money... yessssssss.
i am a very blessed girl. very very blessed. and i want to thank everyone in my life who has helped me in some way become who i am today.. you know who you are.
love.