please find me...

[tomatoesleaf]

... waiting for something, not knowing quite what, i just want to feel content. thats definately my favorite feeling... no worries, just being me in myself right now, its perfect. why can't i feel like that right now...

whats something that always makes me feel better no matter what?

maybe its good not to feel good all the time. its important to feel sad and scared and mad and guilty sometimes...

i just hope it goes away soon. i guess all i can do is feel...