fuck you bearer of bad days
well lets see today was half in half...it wasnt bad tho...it was kind of funny slash pathetic... well i learned today that no matter what i try to do, things are out of my control...and thats ok...i realized how stupid and immature and down right pathetic some people can be to get attention that it makes me laugh... went to tutoring after school today and it went well, i think i could pick up my math grade now, so im a little cheerful. in science it was really fun, i was in a group with robert, and this year since i have a class with him, ive realized how cool he was...like i always thought he was cool, but like i had a convo with him about things and life and how the whole immature and stupid ppl can be, and it was really cool. im gonna try to stay offline more often now, to get back on my guitar its been so long since ive practiced. Im listening to less angry rock now...simon and garfunkel, blind melon, the beatles, death cab, and what not its much better this way...life is happier now and in the words of bright eyes "this is the first of my life"...so tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life, and its gonna be good, and those who intentionally wanna fuck it up, go ahead...since u dont have a conscious...assholes = ) (and yes they are out there) lol...so yea im feeling good, and i expect to be better as life goes on. =D...after school i met carla, desi, claudia, and elizabeth...it was really funny...i think now that im not being so pushed to say anything, that i had a pretty good chat with all of them...the four of them are officially gangsters in my book now so yea...and if ur reading this carla....you're pretty swell...lmaooooo "aaammmmmmmmmm iiiii moooooreeeeee thannnn youuuu barrrrgainnneeeddd for yea?" u know u love it!