Sep 27, 2005 17:29
homecoming is in less than a week, im not stressed or worried im just a little overwhelmed you know?...i dont want a date i just want to be with freinds so yea. i have some pretty big decisions that i have to make, not big to anyone...but its a big deal for me. idk what to do, i havent really had time to talk with anyone about it bcuz i know everyone has their own problems as well. my mood isnt the greatest anymore...i need to push some negative thoughts out, bcuz i really really really really hope im not right about something, bcuz if i am i really dont know what ill do, its happened so many times before, and this time it could be worse, and itll proly hurt alot more, but i need to push those thoughts away, cuz its to early to tell anything. umm im not sure if im excited for homecoming or not. im really overwhelmed and my day was bad i was really tired all day, and lunch was horrible for the same reason as above... the day only got better when shannon picked me up...she is possibly the coolest person, and i consider her one of my really great freinds, shes always there and when shes not u can tell she always tries. well thats about it...i basically just used this thing to vent, im really confused and i had to let it out.
oh yea me and my sister bought the new Family Guy movie so we plan on watching that...hopefully itll take my mind off things...until after the movie...oy vey heh