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kay,
i'm always posting depressing stuff, but whatever. when something amazing happens ill post that. well we almost had an awesome post, but lets face it i'm not that lucky.
so there was this guy named eric, i really liked him a ton and he liked me a lot, but unfortunately there was a trifecta of crap: he has a nearly 10 month old son and a babys mamma who he had really recently broken up with. he smokes pot, and is not a Christian. trifecta.
so things started getting really emotionally involved, i tried not to like him because of the trifecta, but that didn't work out. so i really started liking him, we held hands, but we didnt kiss because i was afraid of the trifecta. theres so much, but i'm just too lazy bummed and depressed that i cant type it all out.
long story short, i ended up getting fucked over, again. he got to be one of my best friends in the matter of two weeks, i was stupid and asked him if he thought he had done everything with babys mamma that he could to make it work out and well he decided he hadnt, stood me up and then ended up getting back together with her. said some really hurtful stuff to me that he didnt actually mean to be hurtful and well, jeeze i'm explaining it all. basically i'm just really upset. i had so many plans with him for this week and at this point plans are all i have to look forward to. but those are scrapped. i dunno.'
whats the point of all this? caz i really don't know. i'm just about to quit.
-b
i'm always posting depressing stuff, but whatever. when something amazing happens ill post that. well we almost had an awesome post, but lets face it i'm not that lucky.
so there was this guy named eric, i really liked him a ton and he liked me a lot, but unfortunately there was a trifecta of crap: he has a nearly 10 month old son and a babys mamma who he had really recently broken up with. he smokes pot, and is not a Christian. trifecta.
so things started getting really emotionally involved, i tried not to like him because of the trifecta, but that didn't work out. so i really started liking him, we held hands, but we didnt kiss because i was afraid of the trifecta. theres so much, but i'm just too lazy bummed and depressed that i cant type it all out.
long story short, i ended up getting fucked over, again. he got to be one of my best friends in the matter of two weeks, i was stupid and asked him if he thought he had done everything with babys mamma that he could to make it work out and well he decided he hadnt, stood me up and then ended up getting back together with her. said some really hurtful stuff to me that he didnt actually mean to be hurtful and well, jeeze i'm explaining it all. basically i'm just really upset. i had so many plans with him for this week and at this point plans are all i have to look forward to. but those are scrapped. i dunno.'
whats the point of all this? caz i really don't know. i'm just about to quit.
-b