Jul 24, 2005 14:58
I’m in Love , a strong Love….so strong that it is killing my soul no one will ever know how much pain I have, inside my head and my heart….my stomach feels weak like I cant breath, The air is to thick to breath it in, but the Love is to thin to live on…my mind is so confused curious of what would happen after death because you don’t want to live any longer, finding different ways to kill yourself because you want to make it a definite kill, overdose there’s a good chance but someone might find you and pump your fucking stomach, slitting your rist’s, well you could get to scared because of the pain your bringing to yourself and end up with endless scars, swimming as far out in lake Michigan as you can until your body gets tired ….and …..you just……drown.
But then your dead bloated body washes up and you make people sick because of what you did to yourself.
You could jump off of a high grounded building , but then you could just fall and break bones ….
The only reason why you would be thinking about these cruel deeds to yourself is because you hate everything in your pathetic life and nothing is even worth it anymore so why live? Right?
X♥X
fuck love and every thing about it