as time goes by...
I was just thinking about life, and how different it is..I got a message from my long lost bud, with whom so many memories are shared. I was looking at my 18th birthday card from her, and it was so funny! She had some of the best pictures put into it. Then another card, with some of my favorite sayings on it~Rat poo in da po house! I think about things what were done with her, like stealing the orange cones from the side of the road, hanging out with guys we weren't supposed to..I miss the old days, but realize that we all need to grow up sometime.
My mother is still crazy..nothing with that will ever change..her drinking is slowly getting better, but will never be gone since she doesn't feel she has a problem..My daughter is going to be 4 this summer..and I'll be married 4yrs next month. Holy shit..4 yrs..and we only seperated once! Very proud of myself for that..I heard through the grape vine that an old guy friend is married..Hope he's very happy..As for myself, writing is really the only thing that keeps me from going insane. I have notebook after notebook of things, and when a thought strikes, I'm forced to write it down. A curse? Who knows..depends on who finds them..
My mother is still crazy..nothing with that will ever change..her drinking is slowly getting better, but will never be gone since she doesn't feel she has a problem..My daughter is going to be 4 this summer..and I'll be married 4yrs next month. Holy shit..4 yrs..and we only seperated once! Very proud of myself for that..I heard through the grape vine that an old guy friend is married..Hope he's very happy..As for myself, writing is really the only thing that keeps me from going insane. I have notebook after notebook of things, and when a thought strikes, I'm forced to write it down. A curse? Who knows..depends on who finds them..