And... I'm back?
[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Julia. Roommate. "No but I could def get you some. How much you want?"
When did you receive your last text? Answer: 7:34PM
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
A house I lived in 4 years ago.
[THREE] Your relationship status?
Recently single.
[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Annoyed that I'm awake.
[SIX] Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Not relevant.
[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
Denmark. Havana. Boston. In the arms of a lover.
[TEN] What are you doing right now?
Dicking around. Trying to start on some homework SINCE I'M ALREADY AWAKE.
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
Think.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Yeah.
[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
That there isn't someone to be stopped from (oh-HO! Gotcha there.)
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
Halloween weekend. Saturday night on the phone with my father.
[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
Too many people for it to be healthy.
[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing and when?
Schoolkids Records. Raleigh, NC.
[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives THE CLOSEST to you?
Eric lives on N. Union. My roommates live across the hall and downstairs, respectively.
[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
overwhelming (this is what I answered last year and I still think it's fitting.)
[TWENTY-FIVE] What did you eat last?
sushi, carrot salad. NO WAIT! A cake pop and some steamed soy milk.
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
I don't remember.
[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Ian.
[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
I've started to blush a lot more when I realize people are attracted to me.
[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown
[THIRTY-THREE] Plans for today/tonight?
HOMEWORK. Jesus.
[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?
curaight.
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?
I have lots of wonderful friends, but I don't believe in placing a hierarchy in my relationships.
(While I would like to believe above sentiment, I think I actually do.)
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with anyone in the past 5 days?
Yeah.
[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
I was brought into the shitty habit by an ex-amante. I want to lose it.
[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
Sort of.
[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
Probably.
[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Saturday night?
Rest. Probably homework.
[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. I think my tally-mark is three... that I know of. This sucks.
[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeah.
[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
10:00 PM. Because I'm an old fart.
---
Well, ok. I've rediscovered live journal?
I think it's almost been a full year since my last post. Who knows who is even on this antiquated piece of bullshit anymore. The idea of posting my thoughts in public, however, is too tempting to resist.
I've started smoking. Often. Recently (as in the last two days) I've had one, maybe two cigarettes, tops. Phlegm is coming up.
I live in a cold house. It's too cold to sleep. Hence being awake at 4. Which means I was really awake at 3 but couldn't make myself fall back asleep. I don't have a car but hopefully a roommate will take me to buy window-sealing treatment soon. I can't sleep.
I went to Cuba, like I wanted. I interned for NPR, like I wanted. I think I'm going to apply for a DC-area internship for the summer... or another NPR internship. I want to work in radio production, very badly.
I had a boyfriend for about two months. Or so I thought. I guess, in retrospect, it really wasn't that kind of relationship. He dumped me. It was sad so I dyed my hair.
It's 4:18 in the morning. When I'm bored and dodging work I look up job opportunities in places where I'd be willing to live. There are producer slots open at WUNC in Raleigh, NC. That would kind of suck but be awesome in the long run. Really, where I want to live, though is Boston. There's also the Word of Mouth intern at NHPR. Nothing relevant at VPR. I don't think anything at NCPR, either. I wonder what other production-assistant type jobs I can jump into out of college.
I think I need to just be focused on what's in front of me for right now. I can deal with career stuff later.
Julia. Roommate. "No but I could def get you some. How much you want?"
When did you receive your last text? Answer: 7:34PM
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
A house I lived in 4 years ago.
[THREE] Your relationship status?
Recently single.
[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Annoyed that I'm awake.
[SIX] Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Not relevant.
[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
Denmark. Havana. Boston. In the arms of a lover.
[TEN] What are you doing right now?
Dicking around. Trying to start on some homework SINCE I'M ALREADY AWAKE.
[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
Think.
[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Yeah.
[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
That there isn't someone to be stopped from (oh-HO! Gotcha there.)
[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
Halloween weekend. Saturday night on the phone with my father.
[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
Too many people for it to be healthy.
[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing and when?
Schoolkids Records. Raleigh, NC.
[TWENTY-THREE] Who is your friend that lives THE CLOSEST to you?
Eric lives on N. Union. My roommates live across the hall and downstairs, respectively.
[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word?
overwhelming (this is what I answered last year and I still think it's fitting.)
[TWENTY-FIVE] What did you eat last?
sushi, carrot salad. NO WAIT! A cake pop and some steamed soy milk.
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
I don't remember.
[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Ian.
[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
I've started to blush a lot more when I realize people are attracted to me.
[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color?
Dark brown
[THIRTY-THREE] Plans for today/tonight?
HOMEWORK. Jesus.
[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?
curaight.
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?
I have lots of wonderful friends, but I don't believe in placing a hierarchy in my relationships.
(While I would like to believe above sentiment, I think I actually do.)
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with anyone in the past 5 days?
Yeah.
[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
I was brought into the shitty habit by an ex-amante. I want to lose it.
[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
Sort of.
[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?
Probably.
[FORTY-FOUR] What are you doing Saturday night?
Rest. Probably homework.
[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. I think my tally-mark is three... that I know of. This sucks.
[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeah.
[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?
10:00 PM. Because I'm an old fart.
---
Well, ok. I've rediscovered live journal?
I think it's almost been a full year since my last post. Who knows who is even on this antiquated piece of bullshit anymore. The idea of posting my thoughts in public, however, is too tempting to resist.
I've started smoking. Often. Recently (as in the last two days) I've had one, maybe two cigarettes, tops. Phlegm is coming up.
I live in a cold house. It's too cold to sleep. Hence being awake at 4. Which means I was really awake at 3 but couldn't make myself fall back asleep. I don't have a car but hopefully a roommate will take me to buy window-sealing treatment soon. I can't sleep.
I went to Cuba, like I wanted. I interned for NPR, like I wanted. I think I'm going to apply for a DC-area internship for the summer... or another NPR internship. I want to work in radio production, very badly.
I had a boyfriend for about two months. Or so I thought. I guess, in retrospect, it really wasn't that kind of relationship. He dumped me. It was sad so I dyed my hair.
It's 4:18 in the morning. When I'm bored and dodging work I look up job opportunities in places where I'd be willing to live. There are producer slots open at WUNC in Raleigh, NC. That would kind of suck but be awesome in the long run. Really, where I want to live, though is Boston. There's also the Word of Mouth intern at NHPR. Nothing relevant at VPR. I don't think anything at NCPR, either. I wonder what other production-assistant type jobs I can jump into out of college.
I think I need to just be focused on what's in front of me for right now. I can deal with career stuff later.