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I have only desire, interest, hope, aspiration. Whatever. It's not attainable, I can't do time travel or bend the laws of physics. SO it's not possible.
I have honestly thought for the last five years that soon It'll change and suddenly there'll be a day that's different to every previous day and then it'll be all good and posible and attainable. But now it's not. Things have gone on too long, and my one interest in life is impossible. I'm not sdure there's anything to live for. And don't you DARE argue. Don't you dare.
I am NOT however becoming a fucking labourer in Nowehere, Scotland. Just because that's most convenient for the fucking person that's responsible for this (again, you don't argue); I've jumped enough.
I have honestly thought for the last five years that soon It'll change and suddenly there'll be a day that's different to every previous day and then it'll be all good and posible and attainable. But now it's not. Things have gone on too long, and my one interest in life is impossible. I'm not sdure there's anything to live for. And don't you DARE argue. Don't you dare.
I am NOT however becoming a fucking labourer in Nowehere, Scotland. Just because that's most convenient for the fucking person that's responsible for this (again, you don't argue); I've jumped enough.