Jul 24, 2006 09:36
Hey World!
I would just lik to begin by sayig how gorgeous it is here in the best state ever. Anyway- getting to the point- the other night Myra Katie and I went to a Hookah *sp?* bar. Myra dressed us all up, and we were off. A lot of guys were hitting on me when we got there. Honestly, I'm still getting over what happened, so I'm not that comfortable around guys yet. *and by that I mean ones that I don't know that well.*
Anyway, Myra and I were dancing around, and guys just kept on comming up to us.It was really uncomfortable. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate them noticing us, it's just that I'm not at the point where I'm okay yet. One guy that was talking to my friend Katie, came up and started danceing. It was hysterical, I don't know if he knew how uncomfortable I was, or what, but he was dancing like an idiot around me, making all the other guys leave immediatly. His name was Sonny *pronounced Sunny* and he's a total sweetheart.
We later left the bar and got something to eat. I gave him my number, and to my surprise he actually called me! Fast forward to last night, he took me out, and showed me around the UNC campus. It's gorgeous, I just never realized. We climbed to the higher buildings and looked at the view. We went on these paths where the fireflies started comming out in the dim fog. It was so surreal. We later watched corpse bride, where he promptly figured out the end in the first ten minutes.
As one of those people who constantly find symbolism in everyday life, I couldn't look over the fact that some guy appears out of nowhere with a name pronounced as "Sunny" to take me out of depression. Nor could I look over the fact that he has a scorpion *scorpio* named Princess *Sarah in hebrew.* I don't believe in predestination or anything, but I just found it amusing.
I keep on getting this nagging feeling that I'm not good enough for him. Smart. Sweet. Gorgeous. I couldn't ask for anything more. *and yes, left handed, and his favourite colour is blue* I made a pact with myself to study and exersize more, and maybe by the end of the summer, I'd be able to compare to his cheerleader friends... I know it's probably going to be just a summer thing, and after this, we're going to be going on our separate ways, but one can always hope.
Sarah