this is how my mind works

Jul 22, 2004 09:50

i really don't know how to spell michael. is it michael or is it micheal? or could it be spelled either way?
i don't use sunscreen when i go to the beach even though i have fair skin..9 times out of 10 i get sun poisoning.
i don't give a fuck how i seem to other people, i used to but then i decided most people's opinions are extremely unnecessary to life itself.
i thought i knew what love was, love other then from a parent or friend. i was wrong. my idea on that topic was extremely queer and naive. i thought queer was the best word to describe my stupidity. i am extremely careless with expensive/important things such as: vehicles, cell phones, my lungs. i cannot explain why i just am. i believe i have attention deficit disorder but will never go to a doctor to be diagnosed nor do i see it "ok" to be put on a drug that would "help" me. my dog ate my glasses twice..$100 (one-hundred dollars) chewed and swallowed two times. driving while "under the influence" is not good, i've done it many times. i regret not beating the shit out of the girl that jumped my best friend. i lose my keys frequently, quite often at crutial moments. the smell of cigarette smoke makes me sick but i can inhale it and feel fine, i do it everyday. i think alot more people are gay in life but go through it being straight. (example: "BOB" from the show "The Bachelor") i have no problem with homosexuality. i regret having gone to catolic school, huge waste of money, huge waste of time. when i'm drunk i have a tendency to say really stupid things. i can't bring myself to order a "cosmo" just because i find it too cliche. i used to smoke weed but just smelling it now makes me sick. i believe the community college of philadelphia is the worst place to go to school, for me anyway. i have a very dry sense of humor and sometimes i'm too sarcastic, i hate it when people don't "get" my sarcasm. thats just stupid. i let my laundry build up until i can't stand looking at it anymore. i would rather throw out or give away my clothes then wash them. i could never watch the movie "titanic" in its entirety for the rest of my life. i don't like feeling like i'm in a competition with someone, its a turn-off when people try to up you after everything you say, i've got nothing to prove. i don't believe in GOD, i believe in life. i have this reoccuring thought that my life is merely someone's dream while they are in a coma or something. every paper i have ever written has had some sort of plagerization in it, basically because i don't have the attention span to think shit through for long periods of time. i think the world is pretty stupid if the richest people in the world act in movies for a living. all work you do in your lifetime is to pay other people, you pay other people so you can have a comfortable life. collarbones are the sexiest bones. why would i want a calendar full of celebrities with their dogs? i believe some of my friends would let me die on my 21st birthday. brown hair and brown eyes are the most attractive to me. i can't stand routine. i need to see the world before i die. i never had a "favorite" teacher, in my opinion they were all douchebags..every..single..one. i hate feeling like you have to be classified as something. stereotypes are annoying and i don't want to be any of them. i hate how the type of music you listen to is the type of person you are.
how fucking hysterical is my picture? i may look serious but i'm seriously stoned. & my dog looks like an alien.

and all they are are words.
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