take the time to make some sense...

Aug 30, 2009 18:43

I was going to watch one of their bootlegs on Friday afternoon but I changed my mind and went back to my computer. A minute later news about the gig in France were everywhere and things were starting to get ugly. Then, the statement. Excuse me, what? Very unexpected. I had to do the dishes and be alone - my sister and I sleep in the same bedroom. My hands were shaking and I got teary-eyed. What did you just say, Chief? Everybody just take a deep breath, pretend it's not happening? No can do.

Went to meet an old friend of mine yesterday so I spent all day away from the internet. When I got home I was pretty much okay with everything. Not quite, but I wasn't upset anymore. Till I read his fuckin' Tales. Where did it all go wrong, indeed. This is so unfair. I was about to celebrate my first Oasis anniversary on September 2nd. I'll celebrate anyway but it won't be the same.

I finally found my band, you know? They get me and know exactly what it's going on with my life; they make me smile and they make me cry. What am I gonna do without them? I haven't got a clue. The worst part is that something inside me keeps saying there's really no turning back this time. I used to be very optimistic, what the hell happened?!

I know nothing.

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