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[tolliver_1990]

I'm actually doing pretty okay. I finally said some things that I really needed to be said. I feel so light and free from my pain and heaviness. :) My school district has had two snow days in a row! I don't have school tomorrow either because of parent/teacher conference day. :)

I really wish that we would talk soon. You know who you are. I miss talking to you. We need to catch up soon. We'll have to talk for hours to catch up. I know we can't talk all the time, but we NEED to have a good conversation. :)

This sums up how I feel:

Let It Out - Staind

There's nothing left,
nothing left to hold on to.
There is no reason for me to fight anymore.
I let it all go.
It'll be easier I know,
the weight on my shoulders tells me so.

Chorus:
So now I stand here
to sing another song for you.
About the pain I felt before,
Now there's nothing I can do.
Now I stand here,
with nothing left to say to you.
And if you all could sing along,
it might help me make it through.

I try to move on,
nothin' left to hurt me now.
I hope it's all in the past to stay.
Just tryin' to see through
all the fucked up shit we do,
and hope that we all don't drift away.

Chorus:
So now I stand here
to sing another song for you.
About the pain I felt before,
now there's nothing I can do.
So now I stand here,
with nothing left to say to you.
And if you all could sing along,
it might help me make it through.

So let it all out,
nothin' left to hold on to.
There is no reason for me to fight anymore.

I let it all go.
Feels so much better now I know.
The weight on my shoulders tells me so.

Chorus

There's nothing left,
none of it's worth holding on to.
There is no reason for me to fight anymore.