t minus 1 ...
t minus 1 and counting...
parts of me wonder why I even went through this whole thing...
I mean, its just another day. We should be paying more attention to things year round.
And also, this extreme focus on the subject reminds me of where I am, what my state is... and how foggy the future is.
So sure, maybe it was a bit of hoop jumping, a dog and pony show, but it wasn't all bad either.
I got to say some stuff... and all of it was heart felt, and I really mean that.
It is easy to fake interest and excitement, harder to fake desire and passion, and raw honest feelings, they are the hardest. And thats why I let it all out, its my catharsis. It is my release. Because, just in saying it, I know its not just an act, it reinforces that which is inside.
I know many people like to talk a good game with love. I don't play games, I never have. I try to always mean what I say, even if its simple and in passing. I may leave my self wider open, but I also have that chance of making a difference in somebody's day.
Have a good vday tomorrow. Say I love you at least once for me...
-Tim
parts of me wonder why I even went through this whole thing...
I mean, its just another day. We should be paying more attention to things year round.
And also, this extreme focus on the subject reminds me of where I am, what my state is... and how foggy the future is.
So sure, maybe it was a bit of hoop jumping, a dog and pony show, but it wasn't all bad either.
I got to say some stuff... and all of it was heart felt, and I really mean that.
It is easy to fake interest and excitement, harder to fake desire and passion, and raw honest feelings, they are the hardest. And thats why I let it all out, its my catharsis. It is my release. Because, just in saying it, I know its not just an act, it reinforces that which is inside.
I know many people like to talk a good game with love. I don't play games, I never have. I try to always mean what I say, even if its simple and in passing. I may leave my self wider open, but I also have that chance of making a difference in somebody's day.
Have a good vday tomorrow. Say I love you at least once for me...
-Tim