the first of many thoughts...
This has been a year of many things for me... Many good, and many bad. But mostly I've noticed it's been centered around love, or lack there of. Why love has always been such an important part of me I don't know if I will ever understand? Why when it's not there I feel like some tiny piece of me is broken? This isn't really the healthiest way for a person to be, and I need to find what's missing inside of me that makes me think that without someone else's love that I am somehow less of a person. That there is something so completely wrong with me that I keep losing those who have tried to love me. So I suppose it's time for yet another new beginning, a time to learn who I am, and what I want, and to be happy with myself... crazy emotion filled thoughts and all.