my day...
My day consisted of me trying to keep a really good friend of mine from sobbing her soul out. Yesterday she found out that the guy she has been dating off and on for 4 years has been lying and cheating on her for the past year. How did she find this out you ask? Well the girl he has been cheating on her with has been calling and texting her nonstop calling her a homewreaking blah blah blah (insert words that I don't really feel like using there.) It took everything in my power to keep myself from grabbing her phone and calling the stupid girl just to tell her to leave my friend the fuck alone. What the hell is it with this year? More like what the hell is wrong with people? Where do people get off treating other people this way? Maybe my values are just better then most, or maybe it's just the fact that I have a soul. I can't even explain how angry I get with people sometimes, it just wells up inside of me to the point where I think I could strangle a grown man with my hands. I just don't get it, and it hurts me to death to hear her say what did I do to deserve this? I could go on and on and be all philosophical about life's lesson's and growing/becoming a better person by overcoming adversity and blah, blah, fuck, shit, crap. But I mean seriously just fucking stop already! I think that we all have had more then we can handle this year!
I need to learn to not let stuff bring me down anymore, just because more then half of the world is full of fuckheads doesn't mean that I need to let them ruin my world. I should find a pair of rose colored glasses I think, become a little naive maybe, or maybe I should just learn to stop feeling, stop caring... so not possible. I just need a better outlook, and know that even though all of these bad things keep happening to really amazingly good people we will all come out smiling in the end. Karma is a bitch and the bad can't last forever. I need to read "The Secret".
I need to learn to not let stuff bring me down anymore, just because more then half of the world is full of fuckheads doesn't mean that I need to let them ruin my world. I should find a pair of rose colored glasses I think, become a little naive maybe, or maybe I should just learn to stop feeling, stop caring... so not possible. I just need a better outlook, and know that even though all of these bad things keep happening to really amazingly good people we will all come out smiling in the end. Karma is a bitch and the bad can't last forever. I need to read "The Secret".