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Hello to all of you who read my journal if you dont care about feelings of others just skip over this post:
For the last week I have started to get more and more scared about losing someone who means the world to me. And if you know me at all you would know that thats krystal larson. I have loved her since i met her and she makes me feel complete. I have been reluctant to tell anyone about how i have been feeling cause most people think i am a strong person who doesnt have to many feelings of my own. With in the last week since the end of the fair and even the last two days i have got very little sleep. Cause i couldn't fall a sleep because of to much stuff on my mind. Then i was waking up in tears at really crazy times in the morning. But until today i was still able to get sleep. Also i was able to keep it under wraps so noone would see. I have been dreaming about krystal leaving me. The whole thing started out being nothing much but then The rumors spreading about krystal not being a virgin and us sleeping together all of the time hurt our relationship. Now she wants time to herself but i am afraid that if she is alone to much she wont need me anymore or for that matter want me around her at all. She is the only one who has made me feel complete i like the way it feels and havent felt it before. If any of you have loved someone so much that you would give up everything just to be with them then you know how i feel right now. I love Krystal Larson and will for the rest of my life.
Thank you to all that have read through this thing.
Thomas Kenneth Lindemoen
For the last week I have started to get more and more scared about losing someone who means the world to me. And if you know me at all you would know that thats krystal larson. I have loved her since i met her and she makes me feel complete. I have been reluctant to tell anyone about how i have been feeling cause most people think i am a strong person who doesnt have to many feelings of my own. With in the last week since the end of the fair and even the last two days i have got very little sleep. Cause i couldn't fall a sleep because of to much stuff on my mind. Then i was waking up in tears at really crazy times in the morning. But until today i was still able to get sleep. Also i was able to keep it under wraps so noone would see. I have been dreaming about krystal leaving me. The whole thing started out being nothing much but then The rumors spreading about krystal not being a virgin and us sleeping together all of the time hurt our relationship. Now she wants time to herself but i am afraid that if she is alone to much she wont need me anymore or for that matter want me around her at all. She is the only one who has made me feel complete i like the way it feels and havent felt it before. If any of you have loved someone so much that you would give up everything just to be with them then you know how i feel right now. I love Krystal Larson and will for the rest of my life.
Thank you to all that have read through this thing.
Thomas Kenneth Lindemoen