Celebrity Spotlight: Steph Quinn
I've started to take pride in my live journal entries. No more random useless words that mean nothing to no one. I'm going to start making those long-ass entries that no one wants to read because they think its a waste of time but read it anyways because they might find something interesting that could brighten up their day and be a cause of futer conversation.
I want to change myself. Not the fact that I don't like myself, but the point that I could be a better person. This is a start. I want everyone to know about me. Not the image that I put out that works like a shield to protect how i really feel.
image put out: Cold hearted bitch. Critical but smart at the same time. Bleak. Nympho who has something to say about everyone and everything. Goof. Mad at the world. Hates people, but sweet. Doesn't care what people think. Labels everyone.
the real me: Girl who doesn't know how to get rid of her image. Sweet and funny. Smart, romantic. Open minded. Goone and wee bit blonde at times. Feels more comfortable with guys because of bad experiences with certain girls. Tries her best with everything. Wikid geek. Petrified of death and depression. Straight edge. Hates people who judge, but a judger herself. Easily influenced. Doesn't really hate anyone. Doesn't really hate the world. Really does care what people think. Afraid of people and addictions. Cuntly at times. Sensitive. Has secrets that people will never know. Ashamed of those secrets. Has sectrets that some people know. Ashamed of those secrets too.
Who do you know? Some people bring out certain characteristics. Which one do you bring out? Which ones should be brought out? I'm caught up in a whirling wind that doesn't let die. I want to get rid of my image. I don't know how, but im going to try. It starts right here, right now.
FEBRUARY 2, 2005 8:22:20 AM
READY. SET. GO.
I want to change myself. Not the fact that I don't like myself, but the point that I could be a better person. This is a start. I want everyone to know about me. Not the image that I put out that works like a shield to protect how i really feel.
image put out: Cold hearted bitch. Critical but smart at the same time. Bleak. Nympho who has something to say about everyone and everything. Goof. Mad at the world. Hates people, but sweet. Doesn't care what people think. Labels everyone.
the real me: Girl who doesn't know how to get rid of her image. Sweet and funny. Smart, romantic. Open minded. Goone and wee bit blonde at times. Feels more comfortable with guys because of bad experiences with certain girls. Tries her best with everything. Wikid geek. Petrified of death and depression. Straight edge. Hates people who judge, but a judger herself. Easily influenced. Doesn't really hate anyone. Doesn't really hate the world. Really does care what people think. Afraid of people and addictions. Cuntly at times. Sensitive. Has secrets that people will never know. Ashamed of those secrets. Has sectrets that some people know. Ashamed of those secrets too.
Who do you know? Some people bring out certain characteristics. Which one do you bring out? Which ones should be brought out? I'm caught up in a whirling wind that doesn't let die. I want to get rid of my image. I don't know how, but im going to try. It starts right here, right now.
FEBRUARY 2, 2005 8:22:20 AM
READY. SET. GO.