Shit just keeps piling up........
So I ran into ashley, amanda, and jarrod the other day. It was weird, and I didn't want to make it seem like there was any tension between us, so I just kinda talked to them (yeah, I'm too nice even though I hate everyone) and they just really didn't want me to be mad. Ashley's a sweet girl, and she said she was really frustrated with the chaotic scene too (and I can't blame her because she was sitting RIGHT between gabby and brian...). Of course, I'm really going to be cautious with hanging out with her or brian again, and I'm sure both understand that. I still want to talk to Ashley in private and tell her how I really feel about the whole thing. It's not like she will get a piece of my mind, but she just needs to know my position on the whole thing.
I may be too nice, but I can't help but think I really came off as an asshole by just walking out of the car and not talking to anyone.
As if this weren't enough, my parents are not coming today. I talked to my dad on the phone, and he blew up on me for having the party, even though he told me the plan was to go back on the same day or stay in a motel... I can't help but think all this frustration has to do with how my brother has always been treating them. I'm calling them later when they're calmer, but this really did it for me. I never had to hang up on anyone before, and it just so happened that the first and second time were on my dad and my mom back to back. Whatever's making my week so shitty is really pushing my buttons. Good thing I love challenges. :-\
Yeah. Happy 21st birthday once again, Conrad.
I may be too nice, but I can't help but think I really came off as an asshole by just walking out of the car and not talking to anyone.
As if this weren't enough, my parents are not coming today. I talked to my dad on the phone, and he blew up on me for having the party, even though he told me the plan was to go back on the same day or stay in a motel... I can't help but think all this frustration has to do with how my brother has always been treating them. I'm calling them later when they're calmer, but this really did it for me. I never had to hang up on anyone before, and it just so happened that the first and second time were on my dad and my mom back to back. Whatever's making my week so shitty is really pushing my buttons. Good thing I love challenges. :-\
Yeah. Happy 21st birthday once again, Conrad.