Sep 25, 2007 02:07
i've just had a 180 type of perspective change.
in so many different aspects of my life
i have bonded with mickey so deeply, i never have this much with anyone before;
i need mickey, and mickey needs me; cool kids belong together
i just realized that i keep puttig up these blockades in front of me.. as far as education, jobs, relationships, even recovery. i put obstacles up so that i feel i'm too inept to even begin to break things down and work step by step.
i know now that only I... ME.. can make my dreams/aspirations/wants/goals come true. i can't just feel like the goal is unattainable and give up. i just have to break it down into smaller pieces. and work my way up to the final goal.
this all sounds so common sense, but i guess it just really hit me and sank into my head.
i'm finally thinking in reality. my mind feels clear and ready to start.