hopeing for a difference
in all this time things have gotten worst. person in my house wont leave nor find a way to give back the $$,$$$ that was used to help him. that he was suppose to give back. my home is in forclosure :'( more of the family that were suppose to love and care for my mom n i have turned on us & blacklisted & caused problems in our lives. thnak goodness im back to work but its part time pay for full time hours. im in this rut that i cant stand. i feel like what did i do to deserve this. my health is like crap, constint pills, constint sick. its stressing. i just dont know. i feel like i have no out let. i hate feeling negative & sad, no matter i do to rise or try to rise above the crap i cant get out this.
............i have my Japan rebuilding and keep strong. i do get strength from them. if they can rebuild n keep strong i have nothing to worry about.... but u do i dont feel so strong... well lets just see where i will land from here.
............i have my Japan rebuilding and keep strong. i do get strength from them. if they can rebuild n keep strong i have nothing to worry about.... but u do i dont feel so strong... well lets just see where i will land from here.