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So I've returned to the world of LIVEJOURNAL...I dunno how long this'll last, but at least more people on here use their journals...no one in xangaland does anything with their xangas soooo..meh whateva. I'm really sad summer is coming to a close..like, really sad, so much stuff happened this summer that I'll never forget and I just don't want it to end just yet...I wanna go back to school eventually you know, but meh x.x
I like meeting friends and meeting new people, and this will sound really conceited, but it seems like everytime I try to be friends with a guy, and i'm really nice (without flirting), they take it as...I like them, and I don't...I seriously just want some new friends for once...but I have to tell them that I only see them as a friend, which totally ruins any chance we might have in the future. I mean who knows, later down the road if that didn't happen, I could have started to like them, but I'm just not one to jump into things right away anymore. I don't even feel like I need a boyfriend, the whole idea of jumping into another relationship is somewhat scary in a way, but maybe I just haven't found that person worth taking the risk with yet. Lately I like being by myself more than anything, figuring myself out...my likes and dislikes, passions and interests. Which pretty much sums up this whole summer, a reflection. It's sad that once school starts, I'll have homework and now a job to attend to, and I get the weekends but it's not enough time to do everything I want really, but I guess that's life =/ I've lost friends this summer, made new ones and grew closer to the ones I already have. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Especially INDIRA and DAWN. thx for always being there for me, helping me and being there for me. and hanging out with me every day haha, everything would be so boring without both of you, I LOVE YOU!<3
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I like meeting friends and meeting new people, and this will sound really conceited, but it seems like everytime I try to be friends with a guy, and i'm really nice (without flirting), they take it as...I like them, and I don't...I seriously just want some new friends for once...but I have to tell them that I only see them as a friend, which totally ruins any chance we might have in the future. I mean who knows, later down the road if that didn't happen, I could have started to like them, but I'm just not one to jump into things right away anymore. I don't even feel like I need a boyfriend, the whole idea of jumping into another relationship is somewhat scary in a way, but maybe I just haven't found that person worth taking the risk with yet. Lately I like being by myself more than anything, figuring myself out...my likes and dislikes, passions and interests. Which pretty much sums up this whole summer, a reflection. It's sad that once school starts, I'll have homework and now a job to attend to, and I get the weekends but it's not enough time to do everything I want really, but I guess that's life =/ I've lost friends this summer, made new ones and grew closer to the ones I already have. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Especially INDIRA and DAWN. thx for always being there for me, helping me and being there for me. and hanging out with me every day haha, everything would be so boring without both of you, I LOVE YOU!<3
/fin