Apr 12, 2006 22:07
I am so tired of lame tallahassee. I feel like everyone here is 10 years old and im becomming bitter and elitest. Everyone is so egotistical here, you'd think we were still in highschool. Opposite sexes dont control your life, or determine your future. Stop fucking your friends over, and start makeing good use of the time you got, cause its short.
I want to get married! Thats a problem! Tenderness! Sweetness! And where do I find myself, in lame tallahassee with 10 year olds.
And still, I blow off everything to beat a video game, hours down the drain. A week of classes, skipped, possibly failed. Im sure everyone is at the same place as me.
I teeter in manic moods, from social to antisocial. Ive cleaned my room so many times, just to mess it up again. I talked to melinda for like an hour today, and I just talk wordy verbose redundant. If you try to be different are you really your self? If your all the same, should you try to be different? Is there such things as "same" and "different" when you talk about people? If im not learning here, where can I learn, and from who? Anyone?
A good friend told me something I dont want to do, and everyone agrees with him, but i dont think it is right. When you disagree with everyone, but have no experience to base your own assumptions, do you make a stand? Is that not learning? I want something I dont think Ive earned. Know the truth, and the truth shall set you free. I am a prisoner of the lies i tell myself.