Feb 29, 2008 08:49
I wonder if this law can also pertain to the way people act or their feelings and not just objects. I mean it does make sense, maybe newton was also studying to be a psychologist.
This weekend will be a recovery weekend for lots of rest and math studying + v-ball.
I may go about everything the wrong way sometimes like I am this week, but it helps to get back into a perspective.
Everything and everyday is getting a bit easier as the idea of us being together right now is like a dream of smoke and slowly dissipates. I'll always remember and wake up with the memory of it though. I had this dream the other night with him, but can't remember it. Someone pointed out though that I must still have a door open there due to the way I talk. Yes I do, it's one I hope to open back up possibly after all this. Then start with a clean slate.
I just don't want to be an energy zapper and a ball of pessimism to anyone and even if it happens once in a while it's still not me. I realize that isn't healthy for someone else having to deal with and I must be doing a good thing not only for me, but him too. I just don't want to make things hard on someone else. Even though Im sure later down the road meeting up there may be some hard findings. Well I'm off to work.