But what if I don't win? :(
lol I'm going to give myself a stomach ulcer worrying about winning tickets for Adam's show. I'm kind of terrified I'll lose. I won't even know for another ten days. It's like fangirl torture.
I mean, who knows if he'll ever come here again? He could bomb here and that'll be it. So this could be my one shot at seeing him live. I'll be crushed if I miss it, not gonna lie. Why couldn't they just have sold tickets like normal people? Now I'll have to go and worry for 10 days straight :|
Anyway. I'm in the middle of preparing my Au Pair stuff. This shit is hard, man. Doctors appointments and police records and letter writing and three million questions that need answering. lol I'm so nervous for when I have to start actually talking to the different families and everything. I'm so painfully awkward around strangers (lol and also around people I already know), even more so when I have to talk on the phone.
This will not go well.
All around I'm just feeling anxious rn. Ugh.
I mean, who knows if he'll ever come here again? He could bomb here and that'll be it. So this could be my one shot at seeing him live. I'll be crushed if I miss it, not gonna lie. Why couldn't they just have sold tickets like normal people? Now I'll have to go and worry for 10 days straight :|
Anyway. I'm in the middle of preparing my Au Pair stuff. This shit is hard, man. Doctors appointments and police records and letter writing and three million questions that need answering. lol I'm so nervous for when I have to start actually talking to the different families and everything. I'm so painfully awkward around strangers (lol and also around people I already know), even more so when I have to talk on the phone.
This will not go well.
All around I'm just feeling anxious rn. Ugh.