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people go through their every day life just living but most often they aren't appreciating the value of their life. i can honestly say i've gone through life lately wanting to say tell the world how i feel about everything because one day i won't be able to anymore... i don't want to be one of those people who are on their deathbed admitting things they wanted to say 30 years ago.. i've been trying to live each day happily and not get angry at anyone or hold grudges or anything like that. i want to live, i want to love, and i want to be able to say that i've enjoyed my life. life is too short and i want what's left of mine to be the best it can be.
my papa passed away a few weeks ago and i just found out that my best friends grandma passed away this week. it's things like that that make you realize how short and how precious life is. i've spent too much time being mad and angry and holding little grudges or complaining about something petty and stupid.
i wish that jen had called me this week, let me know what was going on. i wish i could be there for them. i wish i could just hug them. i just want to lay in the backyard with them staring up at the stars just in silence holding their hands. i want them to know that i'm here for them. ALWAYS.
my papa passed away a few weeks ago and i just found out that my best friends grandma passed away this week. it's things like that that make you realize how short and how precious life is. i've spent too much time being mad and angry and holding little grudges or complaining about something petty and stupid.
i wish that jen had called me this week, let me know what was going on. i wish i could be there for them. i wish i could just hug them. i just want to lay in the backyard with them staring up at the stars just in silence holding their hands. i want them to know that i'm here for them. ALWAYS.