Aug 10, 2005 11:49
god damn it has been awhile...i have been so busy as of late and its starting to piss me off! i dont like being this busy ...i rather be asleep or something lol Anyways thank the mighty gods the damn wedding is done said and over with . That was a huge factor in my stress being on the rise recently...YAYAYA! I have yet anoter huge stresser aswell...not to mention the home situation becoming almost to much to bare...im about 2 fucking skin someone alive! Being broke sucks ...im looking for another job so i will have some money 2 spend on some things i want to get . : CROSSES FINGERS: hopefully i can find one !Ugh i havent got around to making it to PDX to visit emily and eva yet but i just might go pick eva up tomorrow ! i dont work tomorrow or friday and i only have to do a pick up monday YAY!! hahah man this rocks ...my gears have been burning out latley so this nice extended weekends was mucho called for ! hmm i went to the river with my doogy yesterday ..his first time...he fucking loved the water......lololol He atempted to swim off haha Man he could have swam the whole way home he was so determined to get out there! I have started talking to a few new cool people ...time for new friends i think! i weeded out a few of my old friends Who were so despertly trying to bring me down but hey guess what im doing damn good and well to be FRANK im doing a hell of alot better without your added middle school fucking drama in my life! I PRAY that they all grow up SOON! they are 20 and plsu years old and act like 12 yr olds...come the fuck on grow up get your life together and you will see like i did ...how mucho better it is! Another thing i noticed is...im going back to having mostly guy friends...whats up with that! i havent had mostly guy friends since middle school haha ANYWAYS im done ranting and raving ...in the meantime im trying to figure out how to do my bathroom in my house ...ugh ! toodles noodles!