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Ok, I havent updated for a long time and I thought this was funny so I just had to write about it...not only that it made me think about a few things...ENJOY!!!
Ok, I was working by myself today and a really cute guy walks in when it's dead and all so I wasnt distracted when I was looking at him, lolz. So we start to talk and he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I was silent for like who knows how long, I was going to say "no I dont have one" but then I know I would have felt bad if I said that...so I said "I dont know" lolz, you should have seen his face. He gave me a confused look that said 'how do you not know?' It was great, I laughed then he did only because I think he was uncomfortable or something. But it did make me think when he left...do I have a boyfriend?
Let me update some people who dont know the story...in a short version. People knew I liked Tom when he left to go to NY. We eventually strted going out and it was like 5 months when we got bad news. He has to go to college up there and cant move doen here. We both agree that a long distance relatonship would get outta hand and that we should take a break. But after that convo we continued talking like nothing had happened. It's like we are, but acording to one of my other friends, we are going out but took that title away. So I dont know whats going on and another problem. When I hang out with my other guy friend (and we both like each other) we usually end up olding hands (him reaching for mine) so Im confused, but humored about the situation at the same time. If you have any ideas on whats going on in my life please tell me cuase right now i need a map.
Ok, I was working by myself today and a really cute guy walks in when it's dead and all so I wasnt distracted when I was looking at him, lolz. So we start to talk and he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I was silent for like who knows how long, I was going to say "no I dont have one" but then I know I would have felt bad if I said that...so I said "I dont know" lolz, you should have seen his face. He gave me a confused look that said 'how do you not know?' It was great, I laughed then he did only because I think he was uncomfortable or something. But it did make me think when he left...do I have a boyfriend?
Let me update some people who dont know the story...in a short version. People knew I liked Tom when he left to go to NY. We eventually strted going out and it was like 5 months when we got bad news. He has to go to college up there and cant move doen here. We both agree that a long distance relatonship would get outta hand and that we should take a break. But after that convo we continued talking like nothing had happened. It's like we are, but acording to one of my other friends, we are going out but took that title away. So I dont know whats going on and another problem. When I hang out with my other guy friend (and we both like each other) we usually end up olding hands (him reaching for mine) so Im confused, but humored about the situation at the same time. If you have any ideas on whats going on in my life please tell me cuase right now i need a map.