Tora/Shou - Alice Nine - Last Time - Oneshot
Title: Last Time
Author: tokidokiko
Genre: Relationship
Ratings: PG
Pairings: Alice Nine - Tora/Shou
Synopsis: It's hard for Shou to let go of Tora, so all he asks is one last moment together.
[ FANFIC ARCHIEVE ]
It was the end of another amazing tour. So of course there was a party afterwords to celebrate, where I'd admit I had a little bit too much to drink. But that did not completely distorted by senses. Like I saw Tora perfectly standing beside me. Like I felt the warmth of his arm over my shoulder. Like I smelt the light scent of his cologne mixed with his sweat. Like I could hear him clearly asked, "do you need me to take you up?" And I understood he meant my apartment.
I said, "I'm fine." But when I stepped away from him the street started to spin a little. Then I stumbled after taking another step and he caught me. Here is where I didn't sense the danger of looking into his eyes which I always end up doing unconsciously. The way they almost glow from just the dimmest street lights still amazes every time. It's one of his mysterious charms but he'd rather hide them away under a pair of dark sunglasses. It's kind of sad, yet cute at the same time.
"Maybe I should go up with you," he insisted slightly this time. I knew if he took me up to my place he'll just leave quickly afterwords. So instead, I said, "I'm fine. To show you why don't you come with me somewhere." I knew he was tired after the live and the party, so was I. But I didn't want to see him off yet, because it'll probably days or weeks until I'll see him again.
So we walked and talked casually for about 8 blocks before he finally asked, "where are we going?"
"I'm not sure," I said. I thought I'd take him walking in circles for another hour, but he caught on before I even had a chance to get him halfway through it.
We were lingering at a street corner in a residential area. Not a car or person was anywhere to be seen. In that time and space it was as though the world belonged to just the two of us. All the while there was a weird air between us, but it was already there long before this moment.
Feeling light headed while not knowing what to say, and yet not wanting to walk away with nothing I had to do something. I closed the distance between us and wrapped my arms around him. I stayed like that for a few seconds just feeling his warmth. Then I took a big deep breathe and kissed his lips.
When I shifted back he said, "Shou, didn't we talked about this?" with his unsure tone.
And I replied, "I know. But just this last time can you kiss me back?" I couldn't believe I had the nerve to do and ask this. "Then we can go back the way it was." Even though it wasn't something I'd wish for but had to do.
I waited for his response. I watched him stepping back and looking away doubtfully. I listened to him making indiscriminate sounds as he contemplated. I saw him frown and ruffle his hair. I realized I was hoping for too much until he slowly came towards me. He placed his hand gently on the side of my cheek then kissed me once, twice, three times just enough for me to taste.
"Are you satisfied?" he asked me afterwords
"Yes," I answered because either way this was the last time. But I was happy he did it for me. "Thank you."
I watched him turn and walked away after that while I was hoping he would turn back even for a second to look at me. That way I'd know we weren't just something to be forgotten. Except I've noticed I had became tried being the one always waiting, watching and hoping, so I started walking away too.
Author: tokidokiko
Genre: Relationship
Ratings: PG
Pairings: Alice Nine - Tora/Shou
Synopsis: It's hard for Shou to let go of Tora, so all he asks is one last moment together.
[ FANFIC ARCHIEVE ]
It was the end of another amazing tour. So of course there was a party afterwords to celebrate, where I'd admit I had a little bit too much to drink. But that did not completely distorted by senses. Like I saw Tora perfectly standing beside me. Like I felt the warmth of his arm over my shoulder. Like I smelt the light scent of his cologne mixed with his sweat. Like I could hear him clearly asked, "do you need me to take you up?" And I understood he meant my apartment.
I said, "I'm fine." But when I stepped away from him the street started to spin a little. Then I stumbled after taking another step and he caught me. Here is where I didn't sense the danger of looking into his eyes which I always end up doing unconsciously. The way they almost glow from just the dimmest street lights still amazes every time. It's one of his mysterious charms but he'd rather hide them away under a pair of dark sunglasses. It's kind of sad, yet cute at the same time.
"Maybe I should go up with you," he insisted slightly this time. I knew if he took me up to my place he'll just leave quickly afterwords. So instead, I said, "I'm fine. To show you why don't you come with me somewhere." I knew he was tired after the live and the party, so was I. But I didn't want to see him off yet, because it'll probably days or weeks until I'll see him again.
So we walked and talked casually for about 8 blocks before he finally asked, "where are we going?"
"I'm not sure," I said. I thought I'd take him walking in circles for another hour, but he caught on before I even had a chance to get him halfway through it.
We were lingering at a street corner in a residential area. Not a car or person was anywhere to be seen. In that time and space it was as though the world belonged to just the two of us. All the while there was a weird air between us, but it was already there long before this moment.
Feeling light headed while not knowing what to say, and yet not wanting to walk away with nothing I had to do something. I closed the distance between us and wrapped my arms around him. I stayed like that for a few seconds just feeling his warmth. Then I took a big deep breathe and kissed his lips.
When I shifted back he said, "Shou, didn't we talked about this?" with his unsure tone.
And I replied, "I know. But just this last time can you kiss me back?" I couldn't believe I had the nerve to do and ask this. "Then we can go back the way it was." Even though it wasn't something I'd wish for but had to do.
I waited for his response. I watched him stepping back and looking away doubtfully. I listened to him making indiscriminate sounds as he contemplated. I saw him frown and ruffle his hair. I realized I was hoping for too much until he slowly came towards me. He placed his hand gently on the side of my cheek then kissed me once, twice, three times just enough for me to taste.
"Are you satisfied?" he asked me afterwords
"Yes," I answered because either way this was the last time. But I was happy he did it for me. "Thank you."
I watched him turn and walked away after that while I was hoping he would turn back even for a second to look at me. That way I'd know we weren't just something to be forgotten. Except I've noticed I had became tried being the one always waiting, watching and hoping, so I started walking away too.