Struggling
I struggle to remain true to myself and those I'm close with. It's hard though, because I have things around me that are telling me over and over that I cannot be who I am. I have to be what everyone else is, or what they think I should be. I'm not thin enough, I'm not pretty enough, I'm not tall enough...all those reminders and more just constantly around me. It's as if I'm not self conscious enough, that I always need that reminder beating me down. The fact I'm saying anything at all is trouble enough. I can only be myself when nobody is looking or paying attention, and that's the scary part. I'm just so frustrated and confused.