The revolution will not be televised
The revolution is here. I cnat fucking believe its over, time to go, time to move on. So much heartbreak, and pain.. So much thinking of what could have happened differently, so much wonder and concern about what is to come. No happiness
This has become my life these last couple of months, it has only intensified and gotten more concerning. I know that this is tough for all parties involved but i dont enjoy it, i cant stand it, and i am ready to end everything that is hurting me. i know these posts are almost always emo but after so long, so much trying, so much angst, so much failure, you cant help but feel what you feel. and what i feel right now is the worst paine ver.
Its not like a breakup from high school where you wash your hands of it, this one is different, having to find all of the things you used to do together throughout your living space, pictures, cards, love letters, it really is a painful bleed you must endure to move forward.. I have been a wreck for the laste 2 weeks and i know that i cant change anything.. I cant do shit to fix anything, everything is done, i must accept that which i do not want to accept and there is no other option. no one cares what you want you have to deal with it. and you have to accept it. I dont know if i can do that. i cant do that.
This has become my life these last couple of months, it has only intensified and gotten more concerning. I know that this is tough for all parties involved but i dont enjoy it, i cant stand it, and i am ready to end everything that is hurting me. i know these posts are almost always emo but after so long, so much trying, so much angst, so much failure, you cant help but feel what you feel. and what i feel right now is the worst paine ver.
Its not like a breakup from high school where you wash your hands of it, this one is different, having to find all of the things you used to do together throughout your living space, pictures, cards, love letters, it really is a painful bleed you must endure to move forward.. I have been a wreck for the laste 2 weeks and i know that i cant change anything.. I cant do shit to fix anything, everything is done, i must accept that which i do not want to accept and there is no other option. no one cares what you want you have to deal with it. and you have to accept it. I dont know if i can do that. i cant do that.