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Drunk Again, Surprise surprise.
I was fired from the one job I ever loved.
I feel depressed yet happy.
Happy because I am done with all of the drama.
Sad because I know no matter where I work, what I do, there will always be drama.
But....... another Happy note, I have more time to clean my house and get stuff done around here.
Sad because I have no money to do the things that NEED to be done around here.
Should I cancel my Plastic Surgery so I will have $140 to buy paint and supplies?
Or should I finally get rid of the 2 things that make me hate myself?
I am trying for a new job, but it is so HARD to find a good job that I like in a town of French. FUCKING FRENCH ALL OVER THE PLACE!!! My husband is French, not married, will be getting married, just live together long enough to call him my Husband. But Fuck..... I feel that because I am not French and living in a place of the French Language, that I am like a Black person back in the days when Slavery was still allowed (Love you Delisa). Discrimination.... it's everywhere. Color, Language, Movement. Man, life sucks. I wish I was 19 again and didn't give a flying fuck anymore and just told everyone to shove it up their asses.
I was fired from the one job I ever loved.
I feel depressed yet happy.
Happy because I am done with all of the drama.
Sad because I know no matter where I work, what I do, there will always be drama.
But....... another Happy note, I have more time to clean my house and get stuff done around here.
Sad because I have no money to do the things that NEED to be done around here.
Should I cancel my Plastic Surgery so I will have $140 to buy paint and supplies?
Or should I finally get rid of the 2 things that make me hate myself?
I am trying for a new job, but it is so HARD to find a good job that I like in a town of French. FUCKING FRENCH ALL OVER THE PLACE!!! My husband is French, not married, will be getting married, just live together long enough to call him my Husband. But Fuck..... I feel that because I am not French and living in a place of the French Language, that I am like a Black person back in the days when Slavery was still allowed (Love you Delisa). Discrimination.... it's everywhere. Color, Language, Movement. Man, life sucks. I wish I was 19 again and didn't give a flying fuck anymore and just told everyone to shove it up their asses.