talking to my mom is like talking to a fucking brick wall
So I told the story of me and my Math professor not getting along like ... 10 fucking times while i was up in Moncton. And my mom was there every time i told the story, acting like she was listening in.
Today she say;s to me "how are the math tutorials comming along?" and i say, "They are comming along fine as always ..... why are you asking me about my math tutorial's?" ...... She said "Cause you've been having problems with the tutorial" I said "No, I am having problems with my math PROFESSOR in my PreCal classes, not my tutorial's" than she fucking asks me if i need a tutor ......... WHAT THE FUCK!! If I am in a tutorial, what the fuck am i going to get a tutor for .. if I have no problem with the work, the problem is with the professor that teaches the classes, the tutor is teaching everything fine, and I don't need his help, cause iget all the work right when i check it myself and what not.
Than she say's "So you are doing bad in the tutorials??" FUCK!!! 22 fucking years, of me screaming at her to just fucking listen to me when i talk to her, after being put through stressful times of having to answer the same questions over and over again. People think it's cute, that my mom is like that ... and get mad at me when i get grumpy at her ... How about this, you try living the life i led.
At the age of 9 you start watching after you grandmother who has alzheimer's while your parents are working to put food on the table and to keep your grandmother at home, and your brother hates your guts and wont even admit that he is your brother cause he is ashamed of being related to you, and YOU FUCKING feed her at the ages of 10-17, and wonder what the fuck to do when she craps herself because YOU ARE ONLY 10 FUCKING YEARS OLD!!! AND THAN!!! live with a mother like mine, and have your face pucked off every day by your brother because HE doesn't know how else to take his frustration out ......... And in the end, hold your own and NOT scream at your mother because she wont STOP ASKING THE SAME FUCKING QUESTIONs ABOUT SCHOOL WORK!!! UGH!!!!!!! Fuck ... I hate school and I think I might just drop out and move away and live on the streets with my cat. I'm sick of it..
AND DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE POST A COMMENT sAYING "Just grow up and get over it already"
Because I'd Like to see you fucking do it.....
now this is a VENT blog ..................... I don't care if I am whinning/bitching/complaining/annoying WHATEVER! go fuck yourself and don't read my posts ..... they are for me to get shit out .... and off of my mind .... store them on a site where millions of people can read them ... yea never know ... maybe someone is now thinking to themselves "Atleast now I know i was never alone"
Today she say;s to me "how are the math tutorials comming along?" and i say, "They are comming along fine as always ..... why are you asking me about my math tutorial's?" ...... She said "Cause you've been having problems with the tutorial" I said "No, I am having problems with my math PROFESSOR in my PreCal classes, not my tutorial's" than she fucking asks me if i need a tutor ......... WHAT THE FUCK!! If I am in a tutorial, what the fuck am i going to get a tutor for .. if I have no problem with the work, the problem is with the professor that teaches the classes, the tutor is teaching everything fine, and I don't need his help, cause iget all the work right when i check it myself and what not.
Than she say's "So you are doing bad in the tutorials??" FUCK!!! 22 fucking years, of me screaming at her to just fucking listen to me when i talk to her, after being put through stressful times of having to answer the same questions over and over again. People think it's cute, that my mom is like that ... and get mad at me when i get grumpy at her ... How about this, you try living the life i led.
At the age of 9 you start watching after you grandmother who has alzheimer's while your parents are working to put food on the table and to keep your grandmother at home, and your brother hates your guts and wont even admit that he is your brother cause he is ashamed of being related to you, and YOU FUCKING feed her at the ages of 10-17, and wonder what the fuck to do when she craps herself because YOU ARE ONLY 10 FUCKING YEARS OLD!!! AND THAN!!! live with a mother like mine, and have your face pucked off every day by your brother because HE doesn't know how else to take his frustration out ......... And in the end, hold your own and NOT scream at your mother because she wont STOP ASKING THE SAME FUCKING QUESTIONs ABOUT SCHOOL WORK!!! UGH!!!!!!! Fuck ... I hate school and I think I might just drop out and move away and live on the streets with my cat. I'm sick of it..
AND DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE POST A COMMENT sAYING "Just grow up and get over it already"
Because I'd Like to see you fucking do it.....
now this is a VENT blog ..................... I don't care if I am whinning/bitching/complaining/annoying WHATEVER! go fuck yourself and don't read my posts ..... they are for me to get shit out .... and off of my mind .... store them on a site where millions of people can read them ... yea never know ... maybe someone is now thinking to themselves "Atleast now I know i was never alone"