"Will you say that you love me?"
"Will you say that you love me?"
~chapter 8~
[ My true feeling]
{A/N:: sorry for the wrong grammar}
"Moshi moshi...", I answered back.
"How are you?", Yuto asked.
"I am fine. How about you?"
"I'm fine also. I called Yama~chan last night, we talked about a very
important matter. And I realized something... Ne? Maya I am setting you
free now."
I was shocked. I can't say anything.
"I
know now who really loves you the most... it's Yama~chan. I asked him if
he loves you... at first he denied it but I made him confess. I am
amazed at him. Now I realized that I only love myself because I don't
want to be hurt. You deserve him.", he explained but I can't feel any
pain on his voice it's like he really is setting me free.
"Yuto... why are you saying this to me? D- Don't you love me anymore?
I'm really sorry for what I've done. Please, don't do this.", I started
crying again.
"I can see that anytime you two are together,
that is the only time that I can see that sparkling smile of yours. I
want you to be happy so if you also love me you'll set me free, right?"
"Yuto... gomen."
"Don't cry now. That's all. Oh and one more thing don't be afraid to
say that word because you mean it everytime you say it. Sayonara."
"Thank you and sorry.", after that he hung.
I lie down on my bed. I'm staring at the ceiling.
Ryo~chan loves me... when I heard that I really felt happy deep inside.
Then I recalled all our happy moments. Those moments when I showed him
how I cared for him, how I smiled everytime he's telling corny jokes and
how I loved him everytime he is showing his care and love for me.
Now I realized how I really want him to be by my side always. I feel
warm as I imagine him, then I didn't know I am smilimg all this time.
After those teary and sorrowful nights I can sleep with a smile on my face again.
*tsuzuku*
~chapter 8~
[ My true feeling]
{A/N:: sorry for the wrong grammar}
"Moshi moshi...", I answered back.
"How are you?", Yuto asked.
"I am fine. How about you?"
"I'm fine also. I called Yama~chan last night, we talked about a very
important matter. And I realized something... Ne? Maya I am setting you
free now."
I was shocked. I can't say anything.
"I
know now who really loves you the most... it's Yama~chan. I asked him if
he loves you... at first he denied it but I made him confess. I am
amazed at him. Now I realized that I only love myself because I don't
want to be hurt. You deserve him.", he explained but I can't feel any
pain on his voice it's like he really is setting me free.
"Yuto... why are you saying this to me? D- Don't you love me anymore?
I'm really sorry for what I've done. Please, don't do this.", I started
crying again.
"I can see that anytime you two are together,
that is the only time that I can see that sparkling smile of yours. I
want you to be happy so if you also love me you'll set me free, right?"
"Yuto... gomen."
"Don't cry now. That's all. Oh and one more thing don't be afraid to
say that word because you mean it everytime you say it. Sayonara."
"Thank you and sorry.", after that he hung.
I lie down on my bed. I'm staring at the ceiling.
Ryo~chan loves me... when I heard that I really felt happy deep inside.
Then I recalled all our happy moments. Those moments when I showed him
how I cared for him, how I smiled everytime he's telling corny jokes and
how I loved him everytime he is showing his care and love for me.
Now I realized how I really want him to be by my side always. I feel
warm as I imagine him, then I didn't know I am smilimg all this time.
After those teary and sorrowful nights I can sleep with a smile on my face again.
*tsuzuku*