another emo ramble about love

[toilet_flusher]

i once believed i was in loved. i thought i found the person i could spend the rest of my life with. i was wrong. he was out of my life as qucikly as he came into it. i keep telling myself and others that im over him, but then there are times where im by myself and i have nothing better to do than to think about him and all of the good times we had and all of the ones we would've had. he was my life, my other half if u will. i feel so incomplete without him in my life. i thought he was the one for me andi was the one for him. i guess God has a different person in mind for me. the sucky thing is i dont want anybody else. i mean obviously im going to find someone else, im 14 years old i have my whole life ahead of me. there are a million guys that im going to meet between now and my dying day. and im sure im going to meet some guy who im going to think is so perfect for me in every way, shape, and form. and i know im going to love that guy. it just wont be the same. im never going to be able to love somebody the way i loved michael. i think a person's first love is the most wonderful love they could experience. love in general is just wonderful; but the first love is the most significant. it can happen anywhere. you could just be walking down a path and then love will just bump right into you. thats how it happened for me. =-)
my only advice to you guys is this: hold on to the person that loves you. no matter how much you think you say it, tell that person you love them.
sigh...i guess thats it for now