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soooo things are slowly starting to get back to normal, i'm coming back to school second semester so that should be interesting, it's gonna be tough to get back used to having to do homework and what not. Buuuut over all i'd say things are going pretty well, definetly a hell of a lot better then they have been.
I guess everyones doing they're little " 06 update" thing and i would have to say 06 was preeeetty much the worst year of my life. Grandma died. My atv accident. and a lot of other stuff, i guess through this whole thing iv'e kind of realized who's there for me and who isn't. I dunno, i guess getting messed up like this kinda shows you who you're true friends are, and i have some amazing ones. Not saying that anyone isn't a good friend but its just pretty obvious to tell how much people care and how much others don't as much. I guess complaining about everything won't solve anything so i guess i just have to hope that '07 is a hell of a lot better then '06. It sucks just for the fact that i'm 16 years old and the year started off great and then allll because i decided to just ride an atv for like an hour my whole year got fucked. It's just amazing to me how much little things like that can change your life. I noticed today that i'm super like...tense..when i'm driving with other people, just because if i got i almost died from riding an ATV while my life was in my own hands, how do i know something won't happen when it's in someone elses? I dunno if i learned one thing from this it would probably just be not to take things for granted, because one liiiittle thing that seems so insignificant can totally change your life. On a good note theres this girl named amanda and i like her a lot and i hope that our relationship can withstand the fact that i'm messed up right now, gotta give her props for wanting to go out with someone who has this much shit going on right now though, anyway we're hanging out tommorow and i'm excited. that's it.
Matt.
I guess everyones doing they're little " 06 update" thing and i would have to say 06 was preeeetty much the worst year of my life. Grandma died. My atv accident. and a lot of other stuff, i guess through this whole thing iv'e kind of realized who's there for me and who isn't. I dunno, i guess getting messed up like this kinda shows you who you're true friends are, and i have some amazing ones. Not saying that anyone isn't a good friend but its just pretty obvious to tell how much people care and how much others don't as much. I guess complaining about everything won't solve anything so i guess i just have to hope that '07 is a hell of a lot better then '06. It sucks just for the fact that i'm 16 years old and the year started off great and then allll because i decided to just ride an atv for like an hour my whole year got fucked. It's just amazing to me how much little things like that can change your life. I noticed today that i'm super like...tense..when i'm driving with other people, just because if i got i almost died from riding an ATV while my life was in my own hands, how do i know something won't happen when it's in someone elses? I dunno if i learned one thing from this it would probably just be not to take things for granted, because one liiiittle thing that seems so insignificant can totally change your life. On a good note theres this girl named amanda and i like her a lot and i hope that our relationship can withstand the fact that i'm messed up right now, gotta give her props for wanting to go out with someone who has this much shit going on right now though, anyway we're hanging out tommorow and i'm excited. that's it.
Matt.