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[tohsimas]

Yeahhh. so right now i'm in the hospital and have been since sunday. I was at jakes grandmas and grandpas cottage for a cople days and we went ATVing annnd i was going like 45 MPH and flew off pf the ATV and hit a tree in mid-air with my left side, and just layed there until jake drove up, my hip was immedieately swellon so i thought it was broken, i also couldn't feel my hip so the thought of paralysis was definetly on my mind. Jake drove up and was kinda freaking out, and then he went and got help, the whole time i was just thinking " fuck i think i'm paralyzed" finally the ambulance came and then i had to enjoy the 45 minute bumpy ride to the hospital, where i had to take like an hour of X-rays and then go into surgery, still being completely clueless as to whether or not i'm paralyzed, What the surgery is doing,Is my life in danger etc. and the whole time my family was 5 hours away so i had no one there when i woke up, i guess what it came down to is i got pretty messed up on the inside (internal bleeding,damage to intestines and other stuff) and as far as my hip goes, apparently nothing is broken although i still can hardly feel it. I find it pretty amazing that i didn't break a single bone when i flew at a tree at 45 miles per hour hitting only my left side. I really didn't realize how big of a deal it was until the doctor told me i could of died if jake hadn't gotten help as quick as he did, two hours without blood and i would have died. So i basically had 45 minutes to spare before i would have ran out of blood. now i'm here laying in my hospital bed, two days until i can come home waiting for my " hero " as all the nurses like to call him to bring me something to eat. So i basically went from having pneumonia for the first half of summer, to fucking myself up amazingly the second half.

I'd like to be all cliche and say " Well i'm glad i'm alive" or " It could have been a lot worse", but i'm not gonna lie....this fucking sucks.

Overall Summer Rating: Shitty As Hell