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i've been up north for the past week, for the funeral and such, its been pretty hard trying to be the strong ones gotta do it, things are never gonna be the same, and it sucks, i've just been going though wierd phases, like for a couple hours ill be ok, and then for an hour all ill do is cry, its so hard being up north, because everything here reminds me of her, the worst part is when i forget she died and i say something like " does grandma have..." and stuff like that, i dont know, im kind of excited to go back to school in a way, just because i havent seen anybody in a week, i dont know what im gonna do about football, should i go back or not? i mean i've been gone for a week and a half, and even if they dont act like it, i know they'll be pissed, if anyone is bored or whatever and have free long distance call me sometime between now and friday, the number is 1-715-253-2880, call anytime, im super bored here, and id go online but theyre internet sucks, or should i say his internet sucks? thats the kinda shit im talking about, but anyway call me please, im gonna go before it kicks me off or something retarded like that, see you soon, hopefully.