You know...
Usually I listen to the voices in my head, consult what's logical, and choose based on that. But lately, keri, and dragon have been totally apathetic, and my goddess hasn't been around... So, I'm kinda bored, there's no real spice in life.
It's fucking Cold, too. ... And I'm sick, in a low level, miserable sorta way. Fucking Gas. *Sighs* So I Can work, but I'm miserable doing so. Can't sleep at night, I'm tired in the mornings, my muscles feel like Shit, I'm gaining weight, Blah blah blah...
Basically, I'm all fugged up, feeling depressed, and all that fun stuff. Hell, Even PORN is lacking appeal. This is serious. And miserable.
Keri: Shut the fuck up, Nobody wants to listen to you whine and bitch and moan about how Goddamned awful you feel, and Oh! How lonely and unfulfilled you are.
Dragon: Yeah, get a life, You fucking pussy.
T.t See what I have to deal with? *Sighs* I don't know. Went to play paintball the other day, that sucked. It was cold, miserable, and there was nobody to play with, besides Tournieballers. And that's no fun at all. *Shrugs* Just generally shitty. I dunno. Winter gets me depressive. That, and henri was over in what seemed a constant stay, and though he's a nice guy and all, he's obsessive about magic, to the point that's all he thinks about, talks about, Etc. A little hard to take in large doses.
I want to do something outside this little closed circle of friends. Go see somebody, Do something, Anything. I keep trying to reach out to people, but never feel like anybody's willing to expend any energy in My direction. I'm always the one to initiate new contact, to travel long distances to see them, and nobody's ever willing to drive down to come here for a while, Save for people I've known a long while.
Keri: I'm gonna second Dragon here, Go out and get a life, you fucking pussy, Or I'm gonna slam You.
Well... I've got to go do some yard work and things like that, So I'll just end here, Asking for a little Help.
Because dragon's suggesting destroying all humanity, and the more it goes like this, the more I start to think that might not be such a bad idea. X_o
It's fucking Cold, too. ... And I'm sick, in a low level, miserable sorta way. Fucking Gas. *Sighs* So I Can work, but I'm miserable doing so. Can't sleep at night, I'm tired in the mornings, my muscles feel like Shit, I'm gaining weight, Blah blah blah...
Basically, I'm all fugged up, feeling depressed, and all that fun stuff. Hell, Even PORN is lacking appeal. This is serious. And miserable.
Keri: Shut the fuck up, Nobody wants to listen to you whine and bitch and moan about how Goddamned awful you feel, and Oh! How lonely and unfulfilled you are.
Dragon: Yeah, get a life, You fucking pussy.
T.t See what I have to deal with? *Sighs* I don't know. Went to play paintball the other day, that sucked. It was cold, miserable, and there was nobody to play with, besides Tournieballers. And that's no fun at all. *Shrugs* Just generally shitty. I dunno. Winter gets me depressive. That, and henri was over in what seemed a constant stay, and though he's a nice guy and all, he's obsessive about magic, to the point that's all he thinks about, talks about, Etc. A little hard to take in large doses.
I want to do something outside this little closed circle of friends. Go see somebody, Do something, Anything. I keep trying to reach out to people, but never feel like anybody's willing to expend any energy in My direction. I'm always the one to initiate new contact, to travel long distances to see them, and nobody's ever willing to drive down to come here for a while, Save for people I've known a long while.
Keri: I'm gonna second Dragon here, Go out and get a life, you fucking pussy, Or I'm gonna slam You.
Well... I've got to go do some yard work and things like that, So I'll just end here, Asking for a little Help.
Because dragon's suggesting destroying all humanity, and the more it goes like this, the more I start to think that might not be such a bad idea. X_o