WTF is my purpose?
So I fixed my contact problem, I'll be ordering them tmr.
My sister won't pay for them though and she has been on a rampaging bitch fest since she got home. It's kind of depressing really, she really knows how to crush everything you are in a matter of mins. She makes me feel pretty much like I'm living in the deepest darkest hole in the world and should be treated like dirt, when she gets really nasty I feel like I shouldn't even be alive, or living in this house.She knows how to make someone want to not even bother with living, right about now I kind of not wanting to go to NYCC. I was super excited and now I feel like I don't diserve to go or do anything , that I should just sit in the house until I lose my fucking mind.
On top of that she treats me like shit in front of her friends half the time, I don't understand why, ever since she started hanging out with Tina ( an old friend) she has done nothing but try and put me down. I don't even know who the person is when she hangs out with her friends, The worst part is her friends are going to NYCC...which I didn't mind at first, but now that I see that she acts like this with them around I just don't know.She told me it's because she switched her birth control meds but I really doubt they can make you into a nasty cunt.
I'm going to try and leave my room now without getting emotionally torn apart, I really need to finish Nuala, as much as I don't want to go now. Maybe It'll be better when I actually go.
I want my sister from last year back
Edit: also my sister is super bi-polar................;____________;