Break up's are messy

[tohellwithstars]

Aimee and I have seven days left in this apartment. After that we move into separate places, and we end all romantic involvement. I've started packing finally, and this week I've got a lot more to get ready to move. At the moment my heart, and head, are calm. It's been a rocky three months. It's going to be a long winter, but I'm going to try my best to get busy with music finally. I'm also, going to take one day at a time. I got lost in someone again, despite trying to avoid that. So, now it's time to work on myself. Time to try and figure out who I am again. 2012 hasn't been the greatest year. Though, it's high's have been indescribable. I shouldn't date anyone for a long time. I spent 7 years being pretty fucked up over one lady. Aimee has meant more, and I've loved her more, than anyone else before. So it's going to take awhile to even want someone else.

"What good is life if it won't change" - Grown Ups
"Someone's going to love me someday." - forgetters

In other news, I finished up a demo today. I've got a mix of 5 newly recorded songs, though one of them is 7 years old. I'm going to set up time to record, and get out an E.P. through the winter. I'm also, planning to write as much as possible. I've really got nothing else to do, and I don't have an excuse for why I haven't been writing more. I'm going to mail off these songs to an old friend. No one else has heard them, and I trust her feed back more than any other person I know.

"Get busy livin' or get busy dyin'" - Ellis Boyd Redding