stuck
I definitely can't figure this out on my own. The Lord isn't saying much. I feel like so quickly I keep sliding back into the pit I was in before. The Lord is testing me and I keep failing time and time again... and I'm getting so frustrated I just don't care to fight anymore. What is my part? Am I supposed to be fighting? Am I supposed to be dying? I'm struggling with self hatred... confusion... I rebuke that in the name of Jesus.