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totally forgot it was lent. and easter is just two weeks away. the last two lents have been really good and rejuvenating. this one is so full of uncertainty. i guess i'm just trying to believe that everything will work out like it always does. it always always does, so why am i so scared of making these choices? i feel like it's long overdue though. i guess i've gotten complacent in being who i am, so i guess in that sense, i'm glad for the shakeup. stagnant is comfortable for me. i don't like being pushed, but at the end of it, i'm always glad for it. and i guess the nice thing is, no matter what decisions i make, i know that i won't be in my comfort zone. huh. it's really been so long since i've been out of that zone. it's also been so long since i've posted in lj! i guess i've been feeling a lot more introspective as of late. the end.