Apr 30, 2005 22:30
Justin's party today was much fun. I have never hung out with Danielle, Mike or Angie before today and it was quite some time. I loved the cake that Mike made and the beautiful music those boys made together. Most of all, I loved my rug. I was kind of in a bad mood though for it. I think I was just cranky because I have been so stressed out lately. I went over to my Derek's house because his mom wanted my opinion of her wall. It was..interesting. I could tell that my parents didn't believe that was the reason for me going over there, even though it most certainly was. I love my Derek quite a bit. Today Tia called him Boyfriend and I thought it was cute so I am going to call Derek that tomorrow. I looked super awesome today. Yep, awesome in all different colors. except black and white were the only colors...Still. I looked so cute and amazingly brilliant. I was talking to My Derek and I said "Aren't you glad I'm yours?". It doesn't look as funny as it was. He then replied with, " I already told you I was lucky" hehe, that makes me feel special on the inside. Thats because I am special. Haha, I was at Derek's house the other day and I was tired, so I was taking a nap on his bed while he was drawing. He told me that I was messing up his bed, then I told him that it is still better than all other beds because his comes with a complimentary Sam. It was quite funny. He made some comment about how that would mean that I normally cost money or something, but I didn't want to hear it so I blocked it out :) I am burning a cd right now and Derek isnt talking to me so I am updating this thing, even though I said I was done. I am just bored....lots of bored. My mom is being mean and wants to kill me with her cigarettes so I am going to go. Good night.