Aug 13, 2004 14:51
"i've got a hunger, twisting my stomach into knots"
i hate obligations.
feeling obligated to do something almost never goes hand in hand with wanting to do that something.
fear motivates my sense of obligation. fear of not getting into a good college. fear of being disowned. fear of, if i went back, being rejected. fear of reality. fear of the sun.
i am the sound of settling.